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On (not) letting go

Posted on May 16, 2013 by Chatte Nocturne

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Thought I should come back and let y’all know I’m doing better. Not super better, but hey, I’m moving forward! My technique these past few days (though it only started to kick in this morning) has been to STOP looking … Continue reading →

Posted in Anxiety, Cuckoo, Depressed, Dreams, Job, Teaching, Writing Tagged Anxiety, Anxiety Cat, Anxiety Disorder, Depression, Plan Ahead, Relaxing Method, Worrying

Infinite sadness

Posted on May 14, 2013 by Chatte Nocturne

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How can it be possible to feel so sad? It’s amazing, especially when I went to bed last night virtually alright. I’m feeling incredibly (impossibly?) sad, but things today don’t seem any different than yesterday when I went to sleep … Continue reading →

Posted in Anxiety, Cuckoo, Depressed, Job, Teaching, Therapy, Writing Tagged Anxiety, Anxiety Disorder, Depression, Teacher's Day, Teaching

Advil and diet coke

Posted on May 11, 2013 by Chatte Nocturne

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For the past couple of days I’ve been living on diet coke, red bull and advil, with the occasional snack, oh and vitamins. I’m trying my best not to take my “wakey wakey” pills because I don’t have any and … Continue reading →

Posted in Anxiety, Depressed, Family, Frankenthesis, Health, Job, Mexico, Therapy, Writing Tagged Abandonement, Anxiety, Depression, Family Issues, Mental Health, Mother's Day, Trauma

For the 100th time

Posted on May 7, 2013 by Chatte Nocturne

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Has it been a month already? Tomorrow’s the dreaded thesis seminar again and for the first time I’m not sure I’m showing up. I may not be able to handle it. I still haven’t answered back to my tutor’s email … Continue reading →

Posted in Books, Writing Tagged 100th post, Anxiety, Anxiety Disorder, Blogging, Books, Depression, Freud, Freud's Sister, Psychoanalysis, Reading, Self Harm, Thesis, Work

Crawling forward

Posted on May 2, 2013 by Chatte Nocturne

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Wow, feels like forever since I’ve been here. Not only have I missed blogging every single day, I’m also afraid (as silly as it may seem) that if I don’t keep up with my posts as I used to, I’m … Continue reading →

Posted in Frankenthesis, Job, Teaching, Therapy, Thesis, Writing Tagged Anxiety Disorder, Depression, Dissertation, MLK, Moving forward, Moving out, Thesis, Thesis Seminar, Working two jobs

Freaked!

Posted on April 24, 2013 by Chatte Nocturne

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Today I received an email from one of the people I’ve grown most afraid of: my tutor. It’s been a month since I saw her, first at her office and then at the thesis seminar. She seemed pleased with the … Continue reading →

Posted in Anxiety, Education, Frankenthesis, Teaching, Thesis Tagged Anxiety, Anxiety Disorder, Depression, Dissertation, Graduation, Thesis
A new baby boy!

A new baby boy!

Posted on April 23, 2013 by Chatte Nocturne

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He came to me on my birthday 2 weeks ago. My other baby boy, Silvester, came to me on my birthday too, 7 years ago. How could I say no to this baby face with a dark spot on his … Continue reading →

Posted in Cats, Writing Tagged Cats, Cats and Dogs, Kittens

Deranged

Posted on April 22, 2013 by Chatte Nocturne

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My relationship with N* has always been stressed, there was the time when she made it clear she wasn’t going to share one bit of herself with me, there was the time when she asked me to get a CAT … Continue reading →

Posted in Anxiety, Cuckoo, Depressed, Health, Therapy Tagged Anorexia, Anxiety Disorder, Depression, EDNOS, Mental Health, Panic Attack, Resistance, Shrink, Therapy

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